DEAD BUT WANTS TO LIVE
I am feeling very low today..I dont know wer I am going and where life wants to take me… Its just that i feel very depressed through out the day. I know boys are not everything in your life even i have my family but still y do we need them. why we fall in love and then our heart gets hurt nd once your hurt even if you try to be happy u feel like something missing from your life. you are happy but actually you are not. U become weak from inside even if u try to be strong. I show myself as a easy going and fun gal but actual life i m weak from inside its just because a guy left me.. its been one year that v are seprated but i still cry for him almost every day Although he is happy in his life and had another gal nowing all this shit i still feel for him knowing the fact he does not love me any more and does not want me in his life. y the hell i still love him and cry for him. hopping that he will come back again Why i dont want to except that he will never come back.
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