it had been very very long time i never blog..not really busy but jus donno wat to blog....
my life had been abit boring,nothing to do,jus stay at home watching tv,reading while other people busy wit their own life...
so time i feel sad for myself and tats weird...hehehe
no matter what i feel, i feel very happy coz the feeling im having is not suffering and there is a way to change it...i have to really thank god for the life he have given me...eventhoung i don't have everything i want but still im thank to him and happpy....i jus realise tat,does not mean you never get anything or have anything tat other people have, god never love you,he love you...he jus wan you to walk hard to achieve something you wan...if everytime you ask for something or wan somthing and you get easily, you might loose it easily too...
wat we have now it does not really matter...wat we don't have for our next life is important...we onli leave once in tiz world and forever in next ....and i feel scared in my next life...i donno wat going to happen... and im not prepare for that...all of thing i have not done...sometime i feel i waste it jus like tat,without doing anything...but i will work on it...
don't be scared or shock when anyone read my weird blog...i think i feel tiz way coz last saturday i went for my religious class and the teacher talk about what going to happen after we die and think like tat...and it scare me abit or should i say ALOT...ehehe...
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