OK...after all boring stuff i have been updating...today post will be abit interesting...let start with friday morning where its all begin...
start school at 8am and usually i will meet Gayatri at interchange but tat morning she msg me and say she skipping the morning class and i don't mind going alone to school...as usual wait for bus 2 and while i was waiting,there tiz guy out from no where saying HI to me...but i did not hear it until,a girl beside me look at me,trying to say something...so i take out me ear piece and look back...there is guy standing talking to me...so i say HI back to him and he start asking me question,like where im going and most of it i did not remember and finally he ask for my number..usually when a guy ask for my number,i will not give but tat day i was sooo stupid and blur i give him my number...how stupid can i be..after giving him my number,i feel soo regret and angry at myself and feel like killing Gaya coz if she was there this thing will not happened...
when i gt back from school,he call me but i did not pick up..and at night he call again using his house phone and i donno it him and pick up....i was sooo shock and again regret for picking up the phone...we talk for a few minutes,ask me all the stupid question like wat is my fav item,have i ate my dinner when it already 9pm,my birthday he sound abit disappointed when i say im 19 while his guess im 21...after we put down the phone,he msg me to ask me out for a movie and dinner and of coz i say no coz i don't even know him...he was like Come on AIN...i don't like the way he say tat,so i give him a reason saying tat i was Attach and guess wat he reply..."Come on AIN i can buy anything you wan",when i read tat,i feel sooo insult and of coz angry..what did he think i was,a gal that love a guy for buying stuff for me,tat was sooo stupid and lame...i was sooo angry tat i reject his call and ignore his msg...
tiz morning he still have mood to msg me and ask me how is my character and he say he is friendly and simple guy...but i ignore the question n reply,"so sori,we cannot be friend..im attach and my guy don't like u msging me..so plz stop msging or call me anymore"..still piss off when he msg me...his reply was "i feel so hurt onli god know how i feel"..but he donno how i feel..i try not to be mean to him so i reply,"sori,i don't mean to hurt you..im sure u can find a gal better than me"..but my heart say "GO N DIE LOL"...he reply again says,"can u help me find one?"..still trying to keep in touch..i faster so NO and goodbye....end...i feel soo happy after tat...
after reading tiz plz don't get the wrong idea about me..not tat i don't wan to be his friend,it jus tat when he say he can buy me anything i wan,it make me feel sooo cheap and hurt...and i hate tat kind of guy...
tat y i always say ITS HARD TO FIND A RIGHT GUY...if we find one,they are either attach,married or GAY...hehehe...i found two out of three..one is attach and one is married...soo far no gays yet...i still cannot believe i fall for a married guy...hehehe....
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